in my deep heart

i love when you smile ,
i love when you laugh , it make's me feel better ,
but when i'm with you , i feel like damn stupid , i don't know  why ,
when we share things together , i think you let go all that is in your heart ,
when i look at you , i feel that i'm so lucky in this world to have you in my life , :)
but in the other side , i feel like why are you with me , i can't make you happy at all ,
i always make you angry but you still love me for nothing , :(
deep in my heart i love you more than everything , but outside my heart , i have to leave you , because i don't want you to suffer like me , it will make you so sad , :(
maybe one day when my dream come true , i will stay with you forever in my life until i die , :)
if you know how i feel right now , maybe you will angry , and i won't see your smile , your laugh anymore .
if one time later , when  we have to split over , i won't let you go ,
because i don't want to make second mistake in my life ,
thanks for loving me , i hope i can see your smile everday ,every hour , every minute , every second in my life , ILOVEYOUSOMUCH :)